Every so often, like last night, I have this recurring dream about my wedding. Keep in mind, even tho I've been proposed to on a few occasions, I've never been married. The dream is always the same & the only thing that changes are the children, who obviously grow up. I can even see Mama & Muda sitting on the front row, but now they have this almost angelic glow.
The dream always starts with me & my friends in the basement of my church getting dressed, hair, make-up, etc. There's a lot of laughter & even more tears.
We go thru the motions & when the time comes for me to make my grand entrance (on my son's arm), I recognize everyone on my (the bride's) side of the church, but no one on the groom's side. As I make my way down the aisle {fabulous as I wanna be}, one (1) of the bridesmaids is unfamiliar to me & all of the groomsmen are strangers. I make it to the altar & when I look up to gaze into my beloved's eyes, his face is pixelated!!! I've been having this same dream since I was 18/19 years old & my beloved's face has always been pixelated. To make matters worse, when the Rev. is about to say his name, I wake up!! It never fails.
I've been trying for the last 15+ years to figure this out & I can't. I did however, come to the conclusion that this dream might be a subconscious reminder that one day true love & happiness will come my way, I just don't know it yet.
